well... i used to blog on this site all the time. that was when my life was easy and right after i got married; when we were both so grounded and we were just lovin life together and being all adventurous. i was under a completely different name and my blogs were usually about life as a young, married, adventurous, party-throwing couple. figured today i'd start with a clean slate. life's a bit different lately.
and so... i have morning sickness (or shall i say ALL DAY SICKNESS) boredom. so, i can't do anything right now. literally. on the weekends all i want to do is sit. and watch t.v. and play on the computer because it's all i can do without getting sick. everytime i get up to do anything i either puke or get dizzy. it's a miserable existence. so, anyway i decided i needed to start blogging again to take up some of the time that i waste just sitting here and thinking and talking to myself... oh and sometimes crying to myself. ugh.
anyway, the tears have been bad today. worse than usual. yesterday i was super, mega bitch and today i'm the freakin hoover dam with all this water. i'm about ready to explode. i bet i could cry for a freakin year! if i could write a book as clever as jenny mccarthy did with belly laughs, i would in a heartbeat. being pregnant is definitely an experience you can never understand unless you do it first hand. and i mean reaalllly first hand. not even as a husband. you'd have to carry the darn baby.
my husband surely thinks i'm crazy. i asked him to do one thing yesterday and then after realizing he was only doing it to make me happy I demanded he stop and turn around and go do whatever it was that he was doing before i was such a bitch by asking him to do something else. and this is after yelling for a good 15 minutes. poor guy. he didn't sign up for this. we're strapping in though... hopefully just a few more weeks of this craziness before the fun of the second trimester is supposed to start!!! yippppppppeeeeeeeee!
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